I look at myself in the mirror and i dont even know who i am anymore. I been thru a lot of hard times in life, i never really had much growing up, i was the poorest kid in school i remember. Family problems were so bad, i dont even want to get into the horrors of what happened in my house. So much abuse. It affected every part of my life.
So basically i’m supposed to have sex with him and not talk about anything personal ever and leave? What does he mean by too involved?
Is he doing this because he feels im attached?
Or to protect himself from getting attached?
Or cause hes catching feelings?
Or cause he thinks im catching feelings?
Or some other reason?
So I’ve been on birth control for a while and a week or so ago I went to go take my birth control and realized that I was off by a day (I realized on Thursday). I wasn’t sure what day I missed because I remember taking one the day before (wednesday). Once I realized I was off by a day, I took both pills. My period was supposed to come Friday...
i’m really bad, depressing wise and really bad thought wise, also suicidal wise, and i do not want help whatsoever, and i just think that my bad state is so much more comforting than being happy and actually trying to get better.
I think about it sometimes but don’t think I’ll actually do it. I just feel so restricted by them, I can’t live/work where I want because they think they need me to help with things they can do for themselves. They are super helicopter parents that think they are helping me (say, with homework) by doing it for me. I’m in my 20s and need their...