Abortion? Please good thoughts?

So I just found out I'm 6 weeks pregnant with my second child because the condom broke twice & we noticed when he already came inside. I've never thought of abortion nor do I support it but I'm really scared nervous and not ready. I just got a under paying job. Im not on my feet. I don't have... show more So I just found out I'm 6 weeks pregnant with my second child because the condom broke twice & we noticed when he already came inside. I've never thought of abortion nor do I support it but I'm really scared nervous and not ready. I just got a under paying job. Im not on my feet. I don't have family and I just got with my current boyfriend 4 months ago & I don't even love him. I just feel so depressed. Just the thought of abortion hurts me alot because I feel like I already love my unborn baby. I saw ultrasound pics n I started crying. I think of my unborn all day. Its a life which is developing inside of me & it doesn't deserve to get abort but I'm not ready. I don't even got my own place & I struggled so much with my first. I was in the streets at one point & I'm scared to bring a baby to this world to suffer like I did with my first. Please don't judge me it hurts enough already as it is. Just help me with your thoughts I feel alonely. I can't even tell anyone about this.
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